Started a manual journal..

i know i should continue to write this but i have just started a manual journal tt i can bring it anywhere without needing to be connected to the internet and just start connecting to God and write down the prayers..

I hope your prayer life will improve and find a way to encourage more praying moments in your life.. :) keep up the good prayer! ta for now..

My little angel

She is an angel when she is good.. But once a while she tests my temper.. In the end, she is my little darling.. 

God bless her with wisdom, intelligent, godly, high integrity, beauty, good health, good wealth, good manners & characters, artistic talents, musically inclined, friendly, helpful, thoughtful, sweet, joyful, protected, anointed, loved, cared for, purposeful, sweetness n kindness, humble, clever, found a wonderful husband xD, good learning opportunities, determinations, a positive attitude, right thinking, right spirit n attitude always, a pure heart, loving, gentle, patience with self control, all the fruit of the spirit!!! Hahaha what else?? flavor from God and from others, good leader that others want to follow, righteous, bold n courageous, filled with compassion, focuse on Jesus, go a distance for The Lord! 

My prayer for her will only expands as time goes by.. I love her so.. 

Ministry with love

Wow.. So many people I want to pray for in my ministry.. Where do I begin? Hmm.. Perhaps will start in general..

Dear father,

I give thanks to you for the wonderful opportunity you have bestow upon me to serve you through a ministry that I love.. I wished that it could be easier but I know if it was easy, I wouldn't be the one to be here.. I mean someone else would have just jumped right in. U am truly grateful for your molding and wisdom and most importantly strength.. Only You could sustain me through all the trials..

My only desire is to do your will and pray that this ministry will prosper into a ministry that blesses the whole church, the whole community and eventually the whole nation.. Starting from our humble youth ministry, let us make a huge difference in Your Kingdom. Use us mightily in all Your ways. give us courage and boldness to stand up and be humble at the same time.. To know Your timing and Your will be done.. Give us the wisdom to know Your guidance and keep our hearts pure and focus on You. Being a teenager is very tough at times and very emotional.. Help us to overcome this immaturity of emotional roller coaster so that we may know how to control it and gain more wisdom through Your Holy Spirit. 

Teach us always to be kind and learn to decern the evil ways so we may not walk in that path. That we will have the power to command evil spirits to leave and be gone from us or from someone else because You are the only person that should dwell in us, in Your people. Take away any impurity among us, our thoughts, our actions and even our habits. Teach us Your way of righteousness.. Your love is everlasting and we hope our love for you is pure and true and that we will be willing to pay the price of loving You back..

Thanks You Jesus for the wonderful life that we have.. In Jesus mighty name i pray, amen.

Church without Walls..

Dear Lord,

I commit all my church members into your hands, may they have your peace and strength to do what is right and to pursue your calling in their lives. 

Give healing to those who needed your healing and those who needs your wisdom, may shine your light in times of troubles. Break down the walls that stops us from moving forward and reaching to the call our church was meant to live and do. Give us courage! Humility to want to grow and learn not just from You but also from your people who are the anointed ones.. 

May each of my church members be ready to run the race you have before them with passion and compassion.. May they find their first love again in You. May they see your glory and your miracles and your beauty.. May their spirit be able to rest in your presence and in your loving arms. 

Give my fellow church members all the strength and power they need to live a life worthy of You name. Show them your wonders again oh Lord. May they stand in awe of Your doing and your splendors.. Remind us of your kindness and goodness that you have bestow upon us.. Let us be thankful and grateful for all that you have given us.. Thank you for you love Lord.. thank you for your unconditional love.  

Bring us all up into realization of "generation church" not a church that has all the different generations but a church that wills SERVE all the generations.. the old the adults the youths the children and even the babies.. WE are all part of a huge family and all these generation needs to be served and cared for.. May you give us wisdom to do just that because this is something impossible to do without your grace and wisdom. Teach us Lord everyday to serve every generation that is in our church.. Give us creative ideas but most of all, people who has the compassion to serve these generation as a whole. 

Jesus, May you light shine through us.. teach us everyday to be more like you. In Jesus name I pray, amen. 

Family is important

Very little Priority has been set for families in our generation. Either Career or their personal luxury would be their top priority in the minds of many.. of course not everyone is like that but many is like that, many has forsaken this very sacred bonding. Be it with our parents, our spouse, our siblings, even our children.. we sometimes just neglect them without knowing..

by putting this time to pray for my family, I want to be reminded the gift God has given me through my family.  here goes..

Dear Lord,

Thank you for my MIL and my FIL, they have been a great blessing to my family, especially to my children. They have brought so much joy and laughter in their live and what a great grandparents they are to my kids.. I am so grateful Lord for your blessing. I pray for their health and for their hearts, let your healing power flow through and through, restore their health to it's original state, where no more leg pain, no more back pain, no more head pain, no more any pain through out their body! I command the pain in their body to leave in Jesus name! No more will it hold my MIL and FIL captives to negative complaints and unsatisfying thoughts.. I pray that they will live a content and happy lives from now on.. that everyday, they will smile and laugh and think of good things and enjoy their days.. Make them cheerful people filled with thanks giving and praise. May they get to know you soon my God. Intimately and closely.. May they have the peace you can offer and the strength and courage to take your lead.

I am very grateful for my hubby.. who has been doing his best for our family. I pray that he will stay strong in the Lord and find his way back to the passionate, confident and intelligent man that he was before being where he is now.. He is not doing bad lar, but i know he can do better because he is so much smarter than I am, more educated than I am and more to offer in terms of knowledge than I have.. He has the whole deal! Skills, talent and ability!! Lord, regain my hubby's confident in himself, bring him up to the man you have made him to be. He is to be a successful, righteous and responsible business man that would be a great example to many others out there. It is a matter of time and Lord let him have that commitment and perseverance that he needs to be successful and not give up and discourage so easily. I pray that by the end of this year and starting of next year, he will be a whole new being, full of energy, passion and confidence! Lord, only You can bring him out off anything and You are the only person who can talk some sense into his mind, body, soul and spirit. Teach him your ways of righteousness and allow him to seek you daily.

For my lovely children.. My boy, may he grow each and everyday with enthusiasm and wanting to learn more. May he learn to speak properly and learn to communicate well with his friends/peers, as well as with adults and anyone else with special needs. May his presence brings joy to who ever that is near him, may he have Your favor as well as favor from man. Allow his heart to be loving and kind, to others. May he no more afraid of insects n be brave all the time.. For my darling girl, lord shine ur light upon her, may she melts the heart of every person she meets and blessed them.. Protect her from ppl who has ill intentions towards her, protect her evil ppl and evil spirits. Give her the spirit of decernment, wisdom and power of prophecy..a heavy burden but with your yoke oh lord, it shall be light for her. Allow her to win the people around her through your grace an kindness you have given her. May she sore like eagles and make you proud. Find her a great spouse and allow her to build her home with you as the corner stone and the pillar of their family. May we husband be wise, Godly, hard working, love you and love her and their children dearly.. May he be a gentle person and a man of faith and integrity. May my little girl grow up into the women you have meant for her to be, let her be the queen in the field that he is working in! As dames goes to my little boy, may he too be the king, a man in authority in where ever he may be. Both making a difference in your kingdom, obedience in everyway, trusting you everyday..

In Jesus name I pray.. Amen... 

For Malaysia

Dear Jesus,

May the glory of The Lord fall upon my lovely country, Malaysia. Let your justice fall upon every corner of my beautiful country. Let your protection be upon all who live in fairness and in justice for the nation and the people. May you bless al the criminals that they do not need to do any crime to earn a living or stay alive. Cover your people in power and in glory. May your will be done in my nation! The citizen will be united to live in harmony and pursue integrity and justice for all races. 

May the Malaysian love Malaysia more and more. No matter who is the government, we will do our part and do it to our best for our nation. May this year, the yet of God's Jubilee, your blessings will be upon all those who are considered poor and need help. May we, your church be a vessel/ channel of your wonderful blessings. Teach us lord to be generous to everyone, open doors to us so we may be generous to people that will glorify your name. May our obedience be pleasing to you as a nation.

I pray for justice to those who are mourning because of the injustice they had suffered. No one should go through injustice, not in Malaysia, not anywhere else even though it happens all the time. 

I will choose not to do 'it' if it brings quarreling in my family. I shall not be filled with pride and unforgiveness, but lord allow me to have discipline and time to do 'it' at home without spending much money then, Lord. Please continue to mold hubby into the person you want him to be, and allow him to fear you more and more each day. May he have your wisdom and your strength.. And cover my children today as they go about with their things at school and at home. May they have a great, fun and joyful day. 

In Jesus name I pray, amen.. 

My first..

I got a wake up call early this morning from God to pray for my next journey of faith.. here goes.

Dear Father in heaven,

     Thank you for all Your blessings lar, I cannot thank You enough for the goodness and kindness You have shown me throughout my life time. I thank You for being there for me all the way and that You have brought great people to encourage and teach me about You. I am grateful for Your salvation and Your abundance blessings. Teach me dear Lord to be wise in dealing with the "talents" You have given me.. I was unwise and I have no self control! forgive me, for I have fallen into temptation again and again. I beat myself up trying to feel good again by being compulsive and irrational.. Forgive me God. 

I know prayer should be specific and special but because this is a public domain, I will be discreet. Protect this blog to all who want to harm it and for the time being let it be a silent praying ground for me. perhaps one day, I shall reveal it to the world of your doing but for now, let it be my silent voice here.. 

I wanna pray for Your Kingdom come! May Your will be done My Lord and My God! May Your mercy hover every corner of the earth. May Your peace be with those who is mourning and those who are in need of comfort. May Your love endures forever. May Your power and glory be proclaim throughout the earth! may Your people sing praises that bring tears to their eyes! May Your angels sings praises in the heavenly together with Your people here on earth.. May this week starts with a great proclamation of Your glory, goodness and love for all man kind. May our hearts be filled with thanks giving and gratefulness. 

We wonder how it would be like when we go to heaven? sometimes we get to see, feel and even encounter that moment of worship and to see ourselves worshiping again and again in Your presence without feeling that we want to stop! Ever!! that's so wonderful!! may we be able to continue to worship You again and again and again and never ever go tired or weary! When Your kingdom come and Your spirit is upon us, we know the difference and we are able to face anything before us because of You. 

Thank You for Your salvation my King. May Your gospel be shared to all who do not know you yet, may our generosity be shown through Your people as you bless them with much. Teach us Jesus to give as You have freely given. May we have Your wisdom to know who will cherish Your word and that Your word will land on fertile soil and not with those who will trample it. Give us Your power to do Your will here on earth as we live for You. May we be able to focus on YOU always and that our lives will reflect Your goodness, kindness, grace and love. May Your angels always protects the Your people here on earth. Make this world Your world and proclaim Your beauty though the trees, the birds, the sea and the mountains.. let the earth also praise You for all that You are and for all that You are doing and for all that You are going to do.. 

Make this my prayer for Your kingdom here on earth, everyday to everyone that believes and love You. 

In Jesus name I pray.. Amen..